You are probably aware of the fact that I have not been posting much for months now. I am far too busy with work and chores to devote time to maintaining this blog. I began Against The Current about four years ago with the intention of being an example of just one of many Christians who have followed the Lord. Just like you, I have similar experiences and struggles. I shared my conversion testimony, my theological journey, spiritual pit experience and how God pulled me out of it, and the call of God on my life to be a missionary and related struggles. I have been struggling much regarding my call to be a missionary and honestly I am weary of trying to obey the Lord in this regard. Throughout my Christian life I had the conviction that the Lord would use me to be a missionary and in doing so show to all looking on that He is able to use even the unlikeliest of people to fulfill His purposes. I have been blasted with doubts for months now concerning the validity of the call and I am weary of resisting it. This is not the ending I would have wanted for Against the Current, but I am going to quit writing my story now. I have so many doubts now that the Lord would use me as I believed He would that I do not think it is edifying to the church to continue this blog. But I believe that there is still a glimmer of hope that He would, but until He works in my life in an evident way concerning the call I will no longer post on Against the Current. Perhaps this is but an interlude and I will be writing again. Farewell, for now or forever.
Committed Christian- Stephanie Marie