I did not want to be so quick to begin writing again at any hint that the Lord is not through with me but I now suspect that I was too quick to think that my calling is no longer valid. After fasting about whether to walk away from the calling last Saturday I was thinking that I was "through" by the time I went to church on Sunday. By the Sunday night service I was thinking that I was definitely "through" with the calling. But out of the blue a friend of mine asked me whether or not my husband and I would be interested in outreach at a local apartment complex with him and another friend of mine. I could not help but think that perhaps the Lord is 'telling me' that I should not walk away from making a great effort preparing to serve Him towards the end of sharing the gospel. Time will tell but in the meantime I do not want to neglect my duty to be salt and light in this dark world.